I'm back, after the final few trainings before our SAF day next tuesday. I'm totally not looking forward to it and I just hope it passes quickly before I know it. Zzz.. It's a pretty bad week for me, falling out in 2 of the 4 SAF and NDP trainings last week. The most embarassing is the saturday's one. In front of the parade I fall out! I was feeling giddy and my vision suddenly turned black. I was like 'oh damm, siao liao.' I tried to withstand until after the march pass but I really could not carry on. Gosh... I made the Air Force contingent look bad. Haiz... I've been blaming myself for alot of things and this has added to my misery. I can't fall out the next time, if not I can really kiss my hopes of marching in the NDP good bye. Stay strong!
Bad news. My RSM apparently found out that some of usdid not wear the actual No.1 peak cap and decided to cancel our one day off this week, which means to say that I apparently got 6 days SOL. I will be staying in camp for 6 freaking days, mounting and trainings and no rest! With next week schedule so packed, it think I will go crazy, some of them are already complaining about the one day of thingy, Haiz... What to do? Just get over and done with. Stay strong guys!
Last week was such a bad week, hopefully that this week will be better, no, it must be better. Next week SAF day training on monday, actual day on tuesday and NDP rehersal on wednesday and lastly the NE1 on saturday. Maddness or what? Haiz... Stay strong. Everyone stay strong, what about me. Last week's 2 incident of me falling out is a sign that my body is close to breaking down.
Ok, that's all for today. I will be back next saturday. Hope that next week will be a great week. Good luck to me!! ;)