I just recieved a call which I shouldn't have picked up. Waahh.... I'm out of the Guard of Honour! WTH!!! I just can't believe it! I don't know how they pick the people, but why me!?!? *tears coming out* I'm really disappointed. SGT just called me saying that I'm not inside the 7 or 8 finalised in the contingent. Why? Why? Why? I want answers, but no one's there to give me a good one. I've seen on papers that people call the other group saying they want to get a divorce, calling the worker to tell him that he have been sacked, telling the loved ones to marry him, whatever stuffs, but this is my first time that it has happened to me saying that I'm out of the contingent with just a call. I was too shocked to ask why at that time. By the time I regain my composure, the caller already hanged up. Haiz... Blame my luck, what a bummer. What a new month to start with, especially this is my birthday month. This stinks. ;(

I just have to get myself together. What to do? I'm already low on confidence now. It's almost 0, or maybe a negative number.

Ok, that's all for today, hope that my luck will be better as the times goes by. Oh, by the way, I will be celebrating my birthday in camp. Haiz... Ok, here goes...

Happy Birthday to me,

Happy Birthday to me,

Happy Birthday to Baocheng,

Happy Birthday to me!!!

May my wishes and dreams come true.

My wishes for my birthday? Hmm... Not telling anybody. Most of all, hope that I will be luckier next time. Not for the next NDP(I already ORD by the time), but for other things.

Good luck to me!!! ;)